Unsuccessful

So it appears again I such at this, notice no posts = i haven't ran.. Than stress on money and buying a car right now really makes me depressed and well i've also been over eating at home which also makes me even more depressed since I have a horrible horrible body image issue... that really my boyfriend alan takes the full heat of because he lives with me

This is just sad.... I really want to run in the race on the 20th but as of right now that only leaves 16 days of training and well i'm going out of town again today (yesterday in GA for work) so hopefully I can I really want to I want to make a commitment and keep it and actually finish something I said I was gonna do....UGH